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"When he looks at her fall asleep, he soon fell for her ."

past few days i have been home watching shows on DBSK/TVXQ.
Korean BoyBand - Tohoshinki (:

no one seems to be listening.

fly me to somewhere i will love and be peaceful, please.
i want to. i really really want to. i dont seem to love it here.

MIGRATE!!! ):
can we?

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

"Was it just a dream?"

a few things was on my mind past few days.

1.how the road could be so rough.
i finally knew how rough the road could be when God didnt carry me.
i realise this on my way to a place where its flat so i could blade again. {scared of slopes!}
i was walking barefooted and i was thinking real deep. {thats cos, the rest bladed ahead.}
the past few years, i have been walking that kind of road. so rough, so painful.
it was never ever smooth once. maybe a few times.
but come to think about it, when was the last time i walked on a smooth road?
i couldnt even remember. mostly they were rough and painful roads.
through rough times, i didnt even ask God to carry me. thats why it was painful.
now, to think about all these, makes me realise that i neglected Him alot, ALOT. ):

2. life on wheels.
blading that day was getting me all nervous when it comes to the slopes.
falling down on my butt was one dangerous thing that could happen to me.
i am different, my life is different too. my tailbone is sticking out. {SCARY HUR?}
my life was almost in danger everyday, everywhere, every minute and second.
once i am not carefull, fall on that fragile bone, there goes my life. RUINED!
paralyzed waist down. my whole life will be on wheels. FOREVER!
now, i could used that word. thats cos it will be permenant.
though i would be afraid to face the future ahead, if life is meant to be, i cant deny it.
like what i said, "What lies ahead, it happens for some reason."

3. YOU
every morning, i find myself thinking of you all over again. WHY HAR?!
sometimes i dont, sometimes i do. but this, i just cant help it!
every morning, i just had to find a way to move on. but?! ):

now we hardly even talk! ):
you said you wanted to talk to me, but you dont talk to me at all.
maybe nothing to talk about? i have to keep think of all the maybe's just to not think about it.
thats the thing i do every morning, thinking of all the maybe's.

Alright then. Sigh. Dun let this affect your writing k? It just hurts to read some things on your blog. Its as if i am the bad guy. Which i probably am? Sigh.

-sms you sent

after reading this msg, it really hit me real hard. HARD!!!
i didnt realise, i have been writing things that will hurt you.
but can you at least tell me which post? so i will know, what i actually wrote.
but i didnt to it intentionally. i think i was a little ticked off and i start writing all those.

maybe its time to change my way of writing and putting myself into other people's position.
i just dont wish to hurt you even further. SO SORRY. ):

but again, no lying. iLy. still.
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i got burned by the cigarette lighter from the car.
not serious but painful! ):
THANKS TO MY SMARTY BROTHER! lol.
it was painful when i felt the heat!
brother doesnt even know that. and he continue playing with it.
i could see the bubbles! eeek!

watched another movie again.
it seems like i have been watching movies every single day.
its been boring, so i will just watch movies and more movies.

Secret

The story was about high school student Ye, who studied in the school his father taught. Ye’s piano skill was above others. On the first day of school, while walking around the piano rooms, he heard an unknown and beautiful melody, played by Lu. From then on, the two were always together.

However, Lu seemed mysterious and when Ye tried to get to know her more, she always brushed off his questions by saying that it was a secret.

There was a misunderstanding between the two of them, and subsequently Lu never came to school anymore. Ye was heartbroken.

But the more he tried to find out, he realized that things were not as they seemed.

i shall continue later when i get back from home after dinner.

011008wednesday
managed to watch a movie before heading to AV to have lunch with my parents.
what movie was that again? OH YES! Renai Shashin, jap movie.

wenxi, dont watch Renai Shashin! watch Tada Kimi wo Aishiteru.
i find that Renai Shashin not so nice. the other one nicer. (:


031008TODAY
went library with mum. i dont know why i followed cos i practically did nothing.
didnt want to borrow any books as i am still reading one of my books.
and i am taking a very long to read that! tsk. just didnt feel like reading at all anyway!

came back and watched another movie!

Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai

Shy, quiet, and unsure of herself, Aihara Ryo (Narumi Riko) doesn't quite fit in anywhere. Though she wants to make friends, she has trouble speaking up and holding a normal conversation like everyone else. It seems that whenever she talks, the words just don't come out correctly.

Gradually, Ryo has gotten used to living life in silence as a lonely and introverted student. With no one to talk to, Ryo also has no need for a cell phone. Longing for friends to talk to, she creates a cell phone in her mind for imaginary phone conversations, and much to her surprise, one day Shinya (Koide Keisuke) picks up on the other side.

For the first time in her life, Ryo has found someone she can talk to.

DORCAS SIN IS TIRED TO BLOG! ):

AND SHE FELL ON HER BUTT!
and its hurting badly, cos there is a scratch there! ):