MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ((:
sorry guys for not replying your messages when you all sent me messages. sorry ah! (x sorry sorry.
serene > thanks for your mug you gave me. its really really very very nice. i LOVE it man! (x thanks alot!
andrea > thanks for your present! so DAMN cute! hahas. i can put it in my father's car. heh heh (x thanks!
benita > your present is so special la. you gave me body soap! so special. thanks man. i can bring to camp! so cool! hahas.
nathanael > thanks for your present! when i came home. it broke! thanks to you! hahas. (x you only noe how to play play play bring my present. hahas.
samantha > thanks for your present hor. that dog bone key chain. so cute. i can put on my bag. hope it does not get stolen. hahas. thanks anyway!
I WAN MORE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!

heh. i came back yesterday! whee! my aussie trip was so damn fun la. once i came home yesterday. frist thing on my mind was COMPUTER and HANDPHONE over my computer. haven been using my com for the pass 10 days. i was like away. ENJOYING myself in perth with my family and friends! hahas. (: and i missed 8 episodes of the rainbow connection so pathetic la. so sad. i never watch it. haiz. i asked wen xi to help me burn into cd. hope she remembers! hahas. (: den i played computer for a while la. my father gave my bro money go buy lunch. my bro say still early so put money on the table den go play his computer. den after that he go SLEEP!!!! i was like waiting for my lunch. and he go sleep!! den i wait wait wait. until i also go sleep. so ,y com was like on. i forgot too off it. so when i wake up it was like 6 plus. i thought only 3 plus plus. den i found out my com was on. -__-. lol x) den it was like time for dinner!
oh man! i love my aussie trip! i love it! x) so RETARDED! hahas. i took a midnight flight to perth. and i reach there in the morning. 5 hours flight la. quite short. it was suppose to be HOT. when i step at the door. a gust of wind blow in. i ran back to my parents. they started laughing la. the weather turns out to be COLD summer not summer. summer like winter la. so damn cold. {shiver} hahas. went to friend house and stay for one night den off to albany and so on la. every where we went was fun. i like the beach. dogs running here and there. one even jumped on me!!! all the dogs all so cute one. hahas. den i went with my father to picked up shells. i have plenty of them. den one time we stayed in a farm with so many animals. dog. cows. horse. sheep. kangaroo. hahas. so nice, den the next day they have animal feeding. i ask my parents whether can stay till 9 to feed the animals. they can. i so happy la. i got to hold the guinea pig! so cute. my brother was scared to hold it. i jus pass him the guinea pig. ask him to carry. den hi not scared le. hahas. went to lats of places. i forget already la. went to the choclate factory too. saw them making chocolates. so yummy. bought some home and sweets to. so sweet. yummy! hahas. the last few days went back to friends house and stay. so nice to be at their home la. they so kind to open the house to us and stay. we continue to go too. when we came back, they were not at home. my mother on the light, the alarm rang. so damn scary la. so loud some more. den the next they i told my mother not to on the light and go dis alarm the thing. so never ring. phew! den we went swimming! i got tanner! i got the swimming costume shape on my back la. LOL. hahas.on the last day we went shopping. bought quite alot of things. i got wad i wanted. hee. after that in the night we went home le. sad sad.
thanks auntie choo neo and uncle philip for the hospitality. and thanks for everything you have provided for my whole family! :)

SO CUTE!!! i saw this twin in a warehouse sale shop. they are so damn cute la. my mummy ask whether twin. the maid say yeah. i look at them give them a smile. they give me and innocent look. hahas. >.< he loves his twin brothers alot la. see him hug them. hahas. so funny. hug so tight one. hahas. i jus love the way they look at me with that innocent look. so cutie! hahas. (:

i will be leaving tml night. leaving for perth! whee! cant wait man! hahas. really cool to go there and stay with friends. so...yeah! like that lor. will back next two weeks! :) and i am going to miss the rainbow connection. cant see jianyi! and yoyo! i wan to see them together! :) hahas.i love jianyi and his blur look. cute face! hahas :)

yesterday went out with annette only. i say cancel, den i go out with other ppl den she say she go out with me. den ok lor. den i told her to wear skirt. cos i feel like wearing skirt. so i wear with her also lor. she wake up so damn late la. i called her 14 times. alot right? hahas. like that den can wake her up. but i was still later den her. hahas. i alk slowly to the bus stop to take bus to dover meet her. we went to bugis. all the shops still havent open yet. she show me around. look at stuffs. took a peek at the shops which are not open yet. hahas. i wan to see what they sell inside mah. hahas. like lor. we bought our movie tickets first den went to neoprint shop. to take neoprints la. of course. hahas. took two machines before watching movie. first ine we decorate untill like one hour, cos its unlimited time mah. hahas. so spend our time decorating lor. :) den the second one. like got monkey bar inside. i wanted to climb. but i wearing skirt la. hahas. den time le. go watch movie. but we bought macs. den sneak inside eat. hahas. no one found out. until end of the show. but they like don care. jus say cannot bring in only. hahas. den we went to take more neoprints. those were the TWO RETARDTED MACHINE i don like it when the pics came out. wasted my money. hahas. use up all my money lor. hahas.den we went window shopping cos still got time mah. i saw that halter. so damn nice la. love it so much . that i wan to buy it. but i no money. annette wanted to buy a shirt and a skirt but no money le. i wanted the same shirt as her too. but different colour. its really nice! hahas:) we went back after that meet sophia at clementi. annette bouth something from her. a skirt la. sop cant wear it. so sell it to annette lor. hahas. den went to big bookshop to get a post crad album to put my neoprint. annette asked me to do that. so i no need to keep on cutting. and she paid for me. so nice of her. thanks annette! :)

Who Am I?

who am i
that the lord of all the earth
woulld care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt

who am i
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart

not because of who i am
but because of what you've done
not because of what i 've done
but because of who you are

i am a flower quickly fading
here to day and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind
still you hear me when i am calling
lord, you catch me when i am falling
you told me who i am
i am yours, i am yours

this was the theme song for this year youth camp jars of clay'05. i love this camp alot man. it really cool. its jus that there are to many ppl. i don like. i like last year's youth camp campsite and the amount of ppl. but thank god that in this camp many ppl made god as their saviour. and has god inside of them. from now on, I DON WANNA DRIFT AWAY FROM GOD ANY MORE i am going to make that promise. if i do drift away from. i am going to ask for forgiveness. i am truely going to do that.
wad i really don like was the procecution night. eww. scared me to death la. so damn scary leh.nearly cried. but thanks to my group who told me not to be scared la. worshipping halfway say that this place will not be used to worshipping god anymore. and sacrifice your bibles. den after that we had to find bible verses with our group. so damn scary when all the soldiers were evey where. oh man. and i nearly fall down the step when someone from the back push me up. so i don fall. thanks shayne! :) that was my group member. BENTONITE was my group. the most CRANKY with james around. he was in the same group as me last year too. cool hur? hahas.:)
my group members(those who came):
james wong
adora
pei ying
christopher tan
shayne huang
jeremiah
kok hong
ME! dorcas! :)
my group very little ppl la. i noe. hahas. but we had alot of fun through out the camp. having to sit together and talk during meal time. some ppl eat so fast la. don really like the food. but i only finish the stuff not the rice. hahas. waste food. hahas. i love the camp tee shirt. its different this year. its orange! whee! :) hahas.its nice! i love it. yeah and one more thing james came up with a very funny cheer. i don wan to say it.-__- pei ying "chewy" and me were laughing like siao! really SIAO! hahas. :)