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Friday 28 October 2005

holidays!> 5:25:00 pm.

our school holidays starts today! whee~~ hahas. other school next week. hahas. thats good. hahas. i love holidays. can go out. go for holidays. go out to watch concerts! but its jus that stay at home very boring. i think everyone who are at home will be dying of boredom la. hahas. :) i am so mad! hahas. i go back my report card on wednesday! :( i did badly! oh man . sad sad. i don like my marks! not colourful one. so dull. i don like. eww! hahas. really don like my marks.teehee! x) after take report card. my mummy and i went to orchard to shop shop! hahas. as usual. gals love to shop. but unlike me! i like to shop when i have the mood! hahas. weird right! hahas.x) hahas. i love to laugh! hahas. yeah! whee~~

thursday went back to school. for dunno wad thanksgiving service. whatever you call that. sing song. give out prizes. den go home! hahas. not fun one lor. nearly got caught for talking during service! oh man. nearly only la. hahas. teehee. i got back my handphone le!!!! yay! i miss my handphone! alot alot alot lor. hahas. waited so long for mr hou. den i call him. he say. he waited for me for the whole afternoon. heh heh. sorry la. hahas. didnt noe mah. went for that dunno learning analysis thingy. do so many question la! so sian. chris and i were like complaining so long. so laggy. den we keep on asking which question we on. sometimes one of us fast. sometimes one of us slow. hahas. so funny. hahahahahahahahahas. opps. hahas. sorry. x) hahas. :) annette went to do her art. wen xi keep on asking me to faster go find mr hou. den can go home le. haiyo. that gal ah cannot wait one. i take my phone liao. den she say cannot go home yet. mus go buy food for the bookshop auntie. hahas. den went to dover to buy food lor. den after that all go home! hahas. :)

NOW! i at home. so bored. slept jus now! hahas. so tired! hahas. :) love to sleep. hahas. at home so bored! nothing to do at home one. haiz. always wan to sleep one. hahas. bed so nice to sleep mah! hahas. later going out to have dinner! but mus fetch my brother from tuition first. den go for dinner. cannot watch wang zi bian qing wa le. sad sad. next week den watch bah. teehee! :) i wan to go out! i am going out later. hahas. :)

Tuesday 18 October 2005

sad sad day> 9:59:00 pm.

back to school. felt sad when i was in school. i quarrel with him. yeah. like that lor. cried in the morning. was quite sad for him too la. got chase out of the house. his dad scold him for going home late. when there is a talk in school. haiz. cant do anything. wanted to calm him down but its like theres no use la. tried my best. waiting at the parade square for the auditorium to open for us to go in to check our paper. i think he saw me downstairs like not in good mood la. and i was. i was sad. when i went in to audi, got back geog paper. i was the last in class. started crying. den he sms me. cos i was smsing my brother. to tell him my marks. and asking him wad to do. instead of helping me!!! he laugh at my marks. wad kind of brother are you man. but its ok la. i never ever blame my brother at all. and i don blame him either. cos i love him!!!! after geog was maths. oh man. i did badly. i wan to do A maths next year la. i really wan to do it. aiming for A maths. but it was quite difficult la. my mom say if its difficult and you get this kind of marks are good le. cos others did better cos they got tuition. and me. no tuition got that kind of marks. is good. den was chinese. also never do very well la. AND i don wanna tak about it. dunno how to explain to my tuition teacher. den was art. quite happy la. first time for art exam did so well. yeah. but others did better den me. but i don care. as long as i do well. i will be happy. get the marks i wan. i will be happy. thats all.

WHEE~~went to play swing at dover with the whole gang of 7. so fun la. we shout here shout there. its like the playground is ours like that. shout who is after who. cos only three swing. so pathetic la. why not make seven. den seven of us has one each. hahas. i noe its stpid. but it will be fun .seven of us swing together. hahas. :)) true. it will be fun la. swing up down up down. my legs wobble wobble. myhahahahaha. heez. that was after lunch la. food in my stomach churning. hahas. my wallet got oil. sad. i need to wash la. use for one year like that le. so long. i wan to get new wallet. save money now!!! i was the only one who went home early la. with annette. i walked to jumbo. so she walked with me lor. so nice right. heh heh. yeah. wanted to go home with him. as in he send me home la. but he didnt. he said he cant. so ok lor. i never blame him la. jus that i was sad. but its ok la. don wan him to get scolding. at all. wan him to be happy! waited together for the bus to come lor. as usual la. heh heh. didnt do much. every one seems to be tired bah. yeah.

Thursday 13 October 2005

memories jus came to my mind> 2:30:00 pm.

RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME
once it was young that time. its not exactly run away from home la. i was lost when going up to my friends house i was about 2 to 3 years old la. so of course cry la. duh! so young lost leh. policeman hear me crying so loud carry me go police station. i love that uncle! he so nice to me. i still remember. haiz. next was when i was primary6. my family and i went new zealand for holiday. so one of the days. my parents were busy cooking dinner. i wanted to eat something. ask them to cook for me. but they refuse. i started shouting. i wan to eat bread. they scold. i cry. i ran out of the motel. unknown the area. i was not scared at all. you know where i hid? in the toilet. after a while i came out. it stinks! not really that bad la. ok ok la. my father found me. went back with him lor. haiz. i don wan to go in so i stay outside play th jumping thing. whatever you call that la. i did noe i ran out of the motel like that. woah~ now feel like running away la. cos my parents keep on scolding me. i cant stand it. but i promise him that i wont do that. so i cant do it. haiz. i noe it will hurt everyone around me la. especially him. so like that lor. cant do anything. but i wont run away le la. it seems scary.

DEAR AND ME
wooo~ made a successful thing with him. hahas. we hug each other le. yay! i noe i am mad. i was jus waiting for it to happen. cos i was like so shy to do that to him la. but finally i got the guts la. oh man. muhahahaha. yay!!!! so happy lor. heh heh. but now never sms le. cos phone bill ah. going to explode liao la. scary sia. no money to pay how ah? my one will explode like siao la. i keep on smsing ppl. and when they don reply some inportant stuff!! so damn irrtating. waste my sms only. wad the hell man. one by one don reply me one. he mever reply got reason la. phone bill. duh!!! thats wad he told. i don blame him la. but others leh. ask important thing don reply one. ewww!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i miss him too much le. sad sad. when can we sms again. i really wanna talk to him!!! i jus wish for the sim card we use are free. every day can sms le. haiz. i wish time would pass slower. jus for us to spend those precious time we had together the last time we did. those time are the best la. love those times man. really!!!