TODAY IS LEAP DAY! 290208 which only happens every four years

YAY! lucky there was ELLEN today! if not i wont wake up for that show. i was 15 mins late. but i didnt miss the favourite kid part! you know what, this morning's episode was yesterday's evening show. omgosh! i didnt know. but i still watch the morning one. its the show that will make me wake up to watch it. but still THERE ISNT DEBBIE TRAVIS FACELIFT! lucky there is SMALL SPACE BIG STYLE (SSBS) to take over it. HA! and YAY!

headed down to school for GB meeting. ENROLMENT PRACTICE. my favorite. I JUST SO MISS DRILL! and also BEING IN THE GOH! after that was badgework. BORING! oops! some times its fun. like i said SOMETIMES.

sec ones; ms reena talking to them about GB
sec twos; mrs lim got del, joc and me to teach them how to tie larnyard(is that how you spell it?)
sec threes; HIP HOP reminder: hilarious!
sec fours; I DONT KNOW!

dismissal and they all headed home. i didnt know today's GB ended early. BECAUSE there is meet-the-parent. stayed backed and talked to EN EN. its long since we last talked. its great talking to her. SHE TOOK AN EXTRA CHEWING GUM TO GIVE TIM! roar. lucky i have many at home! if not i am going dig out that chewing gum from tim's mouth! en, better thank me for staying with you to wait for timothy. if not you would be bored to death! hahas. i dont think she will read it anyway! x) daddy fetched me home. thats great!

had dinner at home and went out to ntuc to do some marketing. I FINALLY COULD GET MY VITAGEN. i love love vitagen. ESP GRAPE. ha! i saw amanda! my class amanda! yep! I AM STARING TO MISS 4A! came home to watch AMERICON IDOL the results.

i am telling you this. i really hope it doesnt affect any HIM! or anyone who likes HIM on AMERICAL IDOL.

DANNY IS JUST SO SO gay. not putting up his photo to let you guys see. for HIS PRIVACY!
go check him out yourself. I JUST DONT LIKE HIS STUPID ATTITUDE!


for David Archuleta. he is just a 17 young guy with that talent which is so so so great. he really can sing. HE EVEN SANG IN FRONT OF KELLY CLARKSON AT HER HOTEL SHE WAS STAYING. and Kelly even praised him. at that time he is only 10 years old! I REPEAT 10 YEARS OLD! this weeks performance made Paula cried! thats good! he sang really well.

this part is to nette. (: hahas.
I CAN TELL YOU I CAN EAT OLD CHANG KEE EVERYDAY! hahas. (:
i think will go fat after eating OLD CHANG KEE everyday.

nette just called me D-O-R-C-A-S-T-H-E-I-D-I-O-T! and she says that i am an over-obsessive-over-weight idiot who has no idea what body proportions and actual fats are.(copied from her tagboard) and now i really dont know how to reply that. T.T

DORCAS HAS A NEW NICKNAME!
>D-O-R-C-A-S-T-H-E-I-D-I-O-T
it looks cool!

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since today is LEAP DAY, have you ever thought how this extra day came about? i didnt till today while i was in the car heading home. dont you just find that its just so cool? what happens if you came to live on that day and its your birthday? it wil be so so cool but also saddening. hahas. why? thats cos your birthday happens only in every four years and thats so cool but saddening cos you can only celebrate it ony in every four years! hahas.

but i just wonder how this day came about. this year there is 366 days. while the other years have only 365 days. hahas. JUST SO SO COOL.

i also wonder how the seven days in a week come about. who gave this day monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday? how would the scientist know when they next day comes and what day it is? how would they even know what date it is?! hahas

if anyone knows, please tell me. its really interesting.

I HAVE CRAVINGS FOR OLD CHANG KEE!

weird hur?! i suddenly just have the wierd cravings. and just look at the time now! (x

I JUST LOVE OLD CHANG KEE!

FATTY!

as usual, i was home in the morning till about early afternoon. watched ELLEN again. its really funny. i like the part where she starts dancing. she got the groove! she really can dance. this time was favorite kid of the day. i love it! all the kids have special talents. that so good! i wish my kids would be like that. i could remember since monday! THERE ISNT DEBBIE TRAVIS FACELIFT TODAY!

monday: didnt watch
tuesday: 9 year old playing the piano
wednesday: 6 year old playing her own composed song on the piano
thursday: 10 year old twins on skateboards doing stunts

i just cant wait for tml's episode.

went for that walk in interview for that sandwish restaurant. didnt even enter. they say must commit for 6 months. so we only one month. so we went out. we over to suntec to see if any shops needed ppl. cannot find. walked over to marina square. also cannot find. yulian and i followed my brother until we complain to each other. we walked like so many rounds. we evn bumped to each other. thats retarded. our legs were like jelly! i was complaining i was super hungry. i didnt eat lunch at all. so when we were heading for home. we stopped by bread talk to get bread to eat. brother paid for mine. YAY! den we different directions. yulian went to her work place for some training. den brother and i head for 106 bus stop. saw one shop which needed ppl. only need to work on 2 weekdays and 1 weekend. we said why not try. we headed in to check out. but they also need those who can commit for more than one month. sigh. till now there isnt job. i not sure if we should continue to find. soon we headed home

back home. and us usual watched tv and used the computer. TYPICAL DORCAS. going off to watch NEW ZEALAND ON WHEELS.

I MISS MY SWEETS BADLY!
very very very badly

NIGHT WORLD! time for me to enter dreamland!

260208tuesday
went out with nette to bugis! as usual shopping!
i shall let the pictures do the talking. i am too lazy!








{sry nette. upload the same photos as you. dont mind hur?}

270208wednesday
was home the whole day. mummy is out for her art lessons. SO SO SO BORING! watched all time fave show ELLEN. and also DEBBIE TRAVICE FACELIFT. just plain boring. cooked kimchi noodles. was just to hungry and was craving for early lunch. so me and brother used up the whole kitchen just to cook to packets of instant noodles. it turn out well but taste HORRIBLE! the whole day was just watching tv and playing online games on the computer. went for a work out in the gym at SPGG while waiting for brother to finish his water polo training. its quite okay. atleast i perspire. thats good! came home and watched AMERICAN IDOL! omgoodness, that 17 year old guy is super super good at his vocals! his name is David something, i forgot. too many davids this time.

I AM GOING FOR A WALKIN INTERVIEW TML! great.

i have too many 'I WANT'! omgoodness

I WANT:

• that wallet/purse from wallet shop
• that long shirt nette and i saw (considering)
• back MY HAMSTER! breed:pudding (for a change)
• go out SHOPPING more
• stayover a friend's
• ROLLERBLADES! (considering)

i cant think of anymore 'I WANT'! too many to write them all out.

i write the others some other time.

I JUST CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!

OH MAN. I SO CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT! SERVICE AND DINNER! SO SO SO COOL!
and of course i am wearing a dress! hahas. cool hur?!

sigh. i think i should start. i should really really really start. i think it would be good for me.

I REALLY WANT SWEETS TO ENTER NYP NEXT YEAR.

sigh

am i asking too much? really really asking too much?

but if he were to enter NYP, really hope he will be happy.

as i enter into new school this year, everything would start to change. wehther for the better or for the worse. i dont know. its seems that i am in a total different school from the rest. some went to ngee ann, others went to singapore poly. and me? nanyang. i think no one is going there besides me. no one is going to the same course as me. sigh.

i am not too sure if i would keep in contact with the dwarfs. cos i am in a total far away school. would they even know if i existed when we part? but i know i will always remember them. will they even include me when we have dwarfs outing? i am starting to feel out of place, starting to doubt. sigh. what am i to do? will i be able to cope being alone in nyp?

i just hope sweets could do well in his O's. maybe getting into nyp. but it depends where his wants. i cant really ask him to go nyp just because of me. i bet he wont be happy there. see what he wants and where he wants to go. am i asking too much if i really want him to go nyp? sigh.

i so so so miss him. but he is not replying my msg online. since his phone got ____, i dont know how am i going to survive without talking to him through sms and calls. i bet every night would crying night. cos i miss him so badly that i would start to cry. sigh.

&pray that a miracle could happen.

THANK GOD!

now i pray i will be able to cope in the campus i am going. and pray results from JPSAE will inform me something.

every time i look at that small boy. being so cute. i just dont know whether i should i feel happy or sad.
happy because he is just so so so cute that i would want to pinch his cheeks and give him one big hug that everyone loves you from the bottom of their hearts. he is just so adorable!
sad because when i look at him, his character just makes me want to cry. i wonder why that small kid has to be like that. making his parents spending most of their time helping him through everything in life.
i asked myself. does God wants him to be special? or its just fate? but i think i got the answer my own question. God makes him the special one to be in his family. and i think he deserves it too. and i envy him that he has one great family with a sister and brother. who are so active! they should get along well. have two wonderful parents. its just so so so great! and now, everyone is starting to love him though he is authistic. even that BIG GUY UP ABOVE! and even me!
thank you, GOD. for making that wonderful boy live till now. and i know he is sure going to grow up being so handsome and will be pleased with what God had done to him.

yesterday, i had this wierd dream. i dont know how this come out of my mind. its really wierd. i cant be so detailed cos i forgot some parts!
there is this gal met a guy in korea. she cant speak korean and met this guy who could speak english. she was happy that she has someone who could communicate with. she found out that this guy acted in some korea show. they started hanging out and soon they fell in love. and also that gal stay in his house with his family. and i think they told the whole family. the couple would always go out and visit the other parts of korea. something like that. and the rest i forgot. the only thing is that when i woke up i remembered both of them were like kissing?! i was like huh?!
wierd dream hur?! hahas. dont ask me why i had this dream. I DONT KNOW!

had an awesome date with sweets. but its the usual date we always have. but its equally great and fun. met up with sweets at his house. gave him his valentine's day gift. he wanted to give me mine. but i asked him to keep at home first. cos i know my mother would find out. and i think he got quite upset. so i rather keep mumb den asking him what happen for i know it was me. but he got back his mood after a while. RELIEVED! i thought he will go on like that for the whole day. we over to cathay to get the movie tickets. MAN! he has the vouchers and the price for the tickets isnt the usual price. great hur?! since we were early, we went to basement to get food! i can actually eat a cow. cos i was super super hungry. its suddenly very hungry. YAY! FOOD! time for us to go in! yay movie! as usual COUPLE SEAT! i like! hahas. movie was great. there's alot of ppl. but i dont care. i just anyhow sit. sweets will know how i sat. UNGLAM{of course} its super comfortable. hahas. we couldnt decide where to go after the movie. since we both have to be home early. we decided to head home. sometimes guys have mood swing too. sweets suddenly became a bit wierd. so i just left him alone for a while and i fell asleep. but i fell asleep WHILE STANDING! {take note} hahas. and after a while he got back his mood. told you guys have moodswings. sometimes. and again. i tried sleeping while he held me up. NO USE!! so many ppl inside the bus, i start to feel warm! so we both ended up talking and asking questions all over again. sweets fetch me to my door step. i even asked him if he wants to have a drink. but too bad. brother was back home already. anyways its better for him to head home early.

THANKS SWEETS!
and i gave sweets a puzzle with my little message on it! (x

she's back in the hospital again!
&when will it stop? i really hate it.

as i took a walk with my parents, memories i had in primary school starts to reveal in my mind. regular track and field trainings on tuesdays and saturdays. getting myself stronger and stronger everyday. being the first girl to finish that 1.6km run. participating in many competitions but didnt make it through. too many to recall. all just too memorable. my love for running started to shatter as i enter secondary school. my passion for running is still there but i couldnt run anymore. how dumb am i to not put that as my cca choice? i really wonder. did God actually stopped me from writing? or just didnt write down? as i enter into my new cca, i totally hate it. i didnt like what cca i was in. going throught drills , recreation and badgework. so so so tiring. but it seems God had made a plan for in GB and put me into that cca. allowoing me to be a leader. be part of the exco. that was part of my dream to be a squad leader. and God made my dream come true. from being an assisstant squad leader, i made it up to squad leader. from then on i enter to be part of the exco. i love it. now i do really love GB. God gave many, including me to participate in the annual drill competition. i gave all i got and my effort into it, though my feet hurt at times. and we manage to obtain a Gold for GB and most of all for God, who has seen us through the 7 months which we had been practicing real hard. now, my love for GB was the equal amount of love for running when i was in primary. but maybe more. for God chose this cca for me as He has planned what would happen in my 4 years in secondary school. now, as i await for my posting results, i really want to thank my AMAZING GOD for allowing me to go through different cca. and whatever i do in poly, i know its you who decides for me. what lies ahead of me, it God who will plan it for me.

&thank you

i really really admire Aya(main character,sitting on wheel chair) in this show. she leaves a question that maybe no one could answer. she asked "why people can walk?" i suppose no one thought about this. even myself. she asked this cause she is already sitting on a wheel chair after suffering a disease which would gradually make her not able to walk, write and even speak. its call spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. after knowing she has these disease. she makes a point to be strong and face it and live her life to the fullest. she didnt allow that illness to stop her from what she wants to do. she made it into top school and soon has to sacrifice it just for her classmates. even has to give up basketball. left the high school to enter the school for the disable. her classmates then do not have to worry about and could concentrate on their studies. she has been in and out of hospital. her good friend Asou(guy standing behind her) has always been beside her. good times and bad times. before she passed on she told him "Live on. Live on forever." from then he became a doctor to help those with the same illness. She died at the age of 25 in the year 1988.

what i suggest is that you guys watch it yourself. telling you wont have the effect. its based on a true story. and there's a meaning towards this show.

"Live your life to the fullest. Be strong and Dont give up in anything you do. Do it till it ends."

i havent been blogging this few days. is it that i am too busy or just lazy? I AM JUST LAZY! for sure

met up with dwarfs to go ecp again. ROLLERBLADE! this time sop came along. thats super cool. havent been going with sop for a long long long time. went to parkway there to have lunch. LONG JOHNS! hahas. those girls really have wierd cravings at times. i have no choice but to eat too. cos i am so hungry. ijust love the atmosphere there. and of course CHEESE! hahas. walked to ecp. really took a long walking there. cos we went form one end and had to walk to the place where the rental shop is. i had to revise how to blade. i totally forgot. hahas. nette and sop has to keep helping me. i was afraid of falling. who doesnt? that irritating china man? maybe. hahas. i find really really wierd. hahas. this time i fell only once! but every where i went was flat ground. so not that bad. stupid circle thing. make me fall. but may i know WHY WOULD A BLIND MAN COME TO ECP?! so dangerous! REALLY!! so ppl get rid of those. nette said i had great improvement. so thats not bad too! hahas. now i am starting to love rollerblading. when i am getting used to it. i am so asking my parents to get me a pair! hahas. maybe its just to expensive. i will consider. this time we left real early. like around 5 plus. reached dover at bout 640pm. and YAY! i called sweets down. spend about 45 mins together. really fun! i love it. we hugged till i fall asleep. and poor sweets has to keep holding me upright so i wont fall. hahas. i tell you thats was the longest we hugged la. LOL. but its AWESOME! hahas. bites! den bused home. was late!

valentines day coming soon! oh no! (x

at times like this, i just feel like serving and giving. God, when will the time be right for me? i really want to do this for you.

i shall keep my post short and sweet. and sry about not blogging everyday.

300108wednesday
5 dwarfs met up to go east coast park together to have fun. but it was suppose to be hwing's birthday surprise. all 4 of us except yulian decided to rollerblade. so we did. and yulian wanted to biked. but she decided to change to blades and all learn together. thats sounds quite fun isnt it? yeah. we had loads of fun rollerblading. falling together and laughing together. went over to the beach to watch sunset after blading. hwing's really mad over watching sunset. seriously mad! she screams like every minute to get someone to take photo when the sun its like still in the same position? thats retarded. after that we bought a cake for dear hwing. she was shock when we surprised her from the back. super fun. hahas.

310108thursday
had a date with brother and mum. went to clake quay to capture photos. and den headed down t central to have dinner. SUBWAY! i love subway. shared with mum cos we order foot long. and i have two cookies! i love love their cookies. den headed down to chinatown to take more photos.

010208friday
went for gb meeting. feel rather out of place. but i didnt mind at all. so its okay. teach sec one drill with joc. super fun. and joc wanted me to go back and teach them. i shall decide whether i would go on a weekly basis.

020208saturday
had class dinner at glass house fish&co. food was quite okay. service is very very bad. you can ask three times for tomato sauce and water. those still wont come to you. get what i meant? i got myself wet by the waitress. but i dont blame her. she's new. i saw her badge saying she is new. pau said she was tearing in the toilet while pau was drying my shirt. i feel so sorry for her being scolded by the manager. the manager said sorry to me too. girlfriends said now everyone scared of me. lol. we all started laughing. after movie, headed to plaza sing to catch a movie "27 dresses". really worth watching show. NICE! we ran for the last train a we made it! reached home pretty late. about 1230midnight. opps.

030208sunday
went for early service at church. and headed to chinatown to get taiwan sweets. packaging is really nice. bump into Instructor Victor with some students. den headed back down to church as its going to rain soon and also to wait for Uncle Guan Seng and Auntie Karen to come out. headed to Orchid Park to taste the food for 60th anniversary. food's really okay. when we came out. Uncle Guan Seng said,"this is the first time i didnt pay for the food we ate." hahas. we ate like a ten course meal for lunch! its really killing me! headed to the big hall and check out the place. thats the place that we are going to have our dinner and performances. oh yeah. Uncle King Joo and Auntie Stella, Uncle William, Auntie Joavan and Ivan came along too. exactly ten of us to try the food. soon we headed home. you know what! I sat between Uncle Guan Seng and Auntie Karen! and i didnt know they fell asleep too! so the three of us were sleeping at the back sit while mummy and daddy were in front looking out for cars. hahas. when we reached hillview area i then found out they were sleeping. i started laughing. hahas. super funny. hahas.

040208
crashed MI today. but lessons were super boring. and i got chased out of class by that chinese teacher. SICK! home tutor was super slack! walked to westmall to get something to eat. hahas. as usual my fave Old Chang Kee.{remember those days? hahas} den headed to sweets house to meet him. he made me wait so long for him! hahas. and we only spend half an hour together! SO SAD! but i treasure every minute! i will! den i headed back home. and changed my bed cover! i was doing my portfolio just now too! turning quite good.

THANK GOD!
i got another interview by NYP! now i have two interview! i hope i will do well for both and let God do the rest by telling me which i should do. THANK YOU! really!

i am done watching Tree Of Heaven. the thing is that the main characters didnt kissed at all! but overall its nice and worth watching thought i am super emotional. i advice those who super emotional to have second thoughts of watching though its nice. you can cry at every episode. its very very very touching! i myself teared at every episode.

Hena; Oppa, Sarang Hae Yo
YunXi Oppa; Hena, Sarang Hae Yo.
YunXi Oppa; i will guide you, forever.
YunXi Oppa; i will be with you, forever.
Hena; Oppa, our love has just began
YunXi Oppa; My feet wont be cold, as my heart is in your body.

I ADMIRE YUNXI OPPA! able to sacrifice everything for his beloved girl who was suppose to be his sister.

and the songs are nice! i got one of them!

i hear whistling. it reminds me of YunXi Oppa.