NETTE MADE THIS FOR ME
(pictures taken while studying in changi)



P.S sry for the small picture

it has been like a week since i blogged. sry guys!

monday-wednesday(191107-211107)
i was having GB drill camp. it was really slack for some of us. so dont really have to blog much about this. i kept sleeping and helping out with the EXCO shirt. which is painted by us. save money. its good! it looks nice on all of us!


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thursday(221107)
went out with dwarf to catch a movie at suntec. ENCHANTED was a great movie!! AWESOME. we actually walked around suntec before we went to catch our movie. i didnt know suntec has so much to see! hahas. i can go buy clothes there next time. went esplanade to meet mum to watch "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang" i so love the songs. and i bought the sound tracks!!




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BANG BANG!

friday-saturday(231107-241107)
nette stayed over. we were suppose to watch huan huan ai and hello god. but in the end i fell alseep. cos i saw nette sleep. so i just climb onto the bed and dozed off. but she woke up to use the com.and went out for dinner on saturday night!

sunday(251107)
church. and i told dad about things between me and ivan. i sneaked out and went raffles place myself. an hour later ivan came. i wait till i nearly could not get up! i was sitting down by the way. walked around the whole of suntec with him. he stopped me from taking food! i was so so hungry that i could not stand it. i just felt like gombling down all the food! hahas. its really great to be with him. and thanks for being there when i was alone. ( :

monday(261107)
went job hunting. not exactly. went to model agency to be interviewed. RAHH!! dont really want to talk about it. its really frustrating! went down to jumbo bus stop to meet my precious. its been like years since i saw him.(but i met him like yesterday? hahas) i just feel so loved being with him. hahas

tuesday(271107)
went changi to fetch SOAP! she was touched when she saw us! hahas. its really fun to fetch someone from there. hahas. we waited so long that i went to write on a piece of paper :SOPHIA, WHERE ARE YOU? hahas. it was real funny man. had lunch and headed to T3 to have a look. BEAUTIFULLY BUILT! i love it. its so GLASSY! hahas. den it was time for me to go home while they went on playing. i had a date with the dentist. YUCK! and i got a bad news after everything was done! SIGH! i am so so scared!


WHERE IS SOAP?!


"WELCOME BACK SOAP! ( :


lunch with SOAP!




at T3


GO HOME!

i was so shocked!Hahaha but thank you every single of
yooou, you all are so so sweet and i was really touched deep down inside :) Sorry i looked so embarrased, hahaha :) BUt i was like beaming like a shy cow ok!:) And though i was sleepy and everything, you all made my day!:) I love you all dwarfs!:)

wednesday(281107)

finish watching huan huan ai. its worth watching! i cried! lol. stayed home the whole day and chatted with dwarfs about jobs and everything. yeah. at night. i went for photo course. and i finally got my notes!! yay! chatted with chew yee on QT. thanks for your help!!

its one in the morning. i think i need to go sleep. and continue my QT prep for camp later in the day!

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had gb exco meeting in the morning. it was quite okay working with jocelyn and hui shi. working on the camp which is starting next monday. quite excited about it. after exo meeting. i was bombed by wenxi and hwee eng. with what?! WATER BOMB! thats so retarded. went home soaking wet. couldnt even sit properly.

ALSO! had dinner with the whole class. and mr ganesan came. but he was late. dont really want to elaborate about this. its quite sad. thanks shengwei for being there for me, trying to hear what was going on with me. the rest didnt care except a few like huiling pauline and maybe siew yi. thanks guys.and ivan too! trying to comfort me. butsry for not telling earlier what was going on with me what about the rest? bothering only about themselves. nah,its okay. maybe its time to adabt.

EVERYTHING IS TURNING OUT TO BE MY WORST NIGHTMARE
whats going on with me? is it me or them? the feeling that i long forgotten has gotten back into me. like as if i was possessed with some kind of a spirit. feeling so sad and irritated almost about eveything. i just wish i could get this feeling out of me. its hurting me badly. REAL BADLY! dwarfs are leaving me out again. LEFT OUT. thats the feeling i am feeling right now. okay. they finding job together. alright. thats it. i even wanted to ask if i can go with them. but whats the use. they are waiting for the call already. did i do the wrong thing by not going with them to get a job? but i promised ivan that we will go out together that day. den today i didnt even know they went to find a job. they told me they were working at some place i dont know. i didnt want to hear anymore. i know what it meant. its find leaving me out. i was even thinking of not going to the dwarfs chalet. but it was a promise to myself that i will go. since its the dwarfs. i guess i have to let it go. leave it to God to guide me wherever i go. if its going to be like this. den its alright. i will go on with it naturally.

quarreled with dad

God, help me out with this situation that i have with my friends and my dad. i dont know what i have done wrong to my friends. but i know what i have done wrong to my dad. forgive me for not respecting him because i was not in the right mood. Lord, as for my friends. tell me what i have done wrong towards them and correct me in anyway. if its the wrong feeling that i am feeling right now. also help to change that feeling and have a better relationship with my friends.for what you said "Love your enemies." but they are not my enemies. they are my friends. teach me ways that i can have better relationship with them. that i wont have that feeling in me anymore. In your most precious almighty name, AMEN!

sigh! relived after saying that prayer. God will hear this prayer and helped me out through this problems i am going through.i will be nice and go find a job with huiling and not bother about if i am working with dwarfs or not. hope will remain as dwarfs and forever the dwarfs.

MY LIFE ITS GOING TO BE TRANSFORMED 301107 to 021207
God will see me through this! God will guide me along! i know He will!

DATE WITH MR GANESAN ON THURSDAY!

EXCITED EXCITED! ( x

today is AWESOME!

daddy was free to send me to school. so he, mummy and i woke up early to go out for breakfast. as usual i cant finish it. so mummy helped me finish it. den it was time for me to go school and daddy to go somewhere for something. so daddy drop me off at school and there he goes. "BYE BYE" i was quite early for school! so empty. some sec3s were at school for camps. some came to work at the bookshop. they look like they are slacking la. shengwei came to talk to me cos he was also alone. den many others came. but paulin was ultra noisy. everyone at the bookshop knew i was dorcas already. cos she shout so loud and everybody heard it. so i just kept quiet. she started talking about zara. the shop la. she talk to me about it also no use. i only can see the clothes but not like her can afford it. cannot stand her. den soon its was time for bio paper one. it was quite okay after all. i thought i would do badly. hope it can pull my marks up. i started screaming after the paper! super happy!
END OF O'LEVELS!

after paper one. went back with yiling. took bus from jumbo back home. called HIM alot of times. he really can sleep la. he slept till like 11 plus. still dont want to wake up. hahas. but in the end he woke up la. hahas. i thought if he dont wake up. i wont go out with him already. i could stay home and watch tv and use the computer.

rushed home just get bathed and changed to go out. but i think i took a long time. was waiting for my hair to dry. some times keep long hair is such a trouble. headed down to his place to meet him. he really took a long time to get ready. just like brother. you know guys just as vain as girls. hahas. read newspaper while waiting. den when to the playground and continue waiting. there he comes. and we headed off to tiong to get his ezlink card done. met nanda and ruth at the bus stop. got a shock actually! you know what. i slept in the bus all the way to tiong! hahas. retarded. maybe i didnt have a good sleep last night. thats why i feel so tired the whole day!

when we got to tiong. he told me he cannot do it cos he need to pay 20 bucks for it. so we left. and headed down to plaza sing. we got there late! we really had a hard time deciding what to eat for lunch. in the end he said eat KFC. den okay eat KFC. man! buddy meal was CHAO HUGE! i actually didnt want to finish. but since he bought it. just eat. i actually didnt finsh the salad. just one box. hahas. ate till about 3 den went to The Cathay to catch a movie. "GAME PLAN" great show. super cute. super touching. hahas. we wanted to move right to the end of the row if no one sits there. but in the end we were to lazy to move our big butts. and anyway i was sitting in a position which was super comfortable. i rather not move. hahas. couple seats are the best. so big. and i can lie anyhow! hahas. i want to watch more movies with YOU! hahas. the show ended just nice at 6. both of us didnt want to go home. so went to sit at the sofa for like half an hour. den decided to go home. super weird. hahas. and again! i slept through the whole trip back home. and poor IVAN TAN has to go home alone. but you dont mind right? SO DONT COMPLAIN THAT YOU HAVE TO PEI SOMEONE HOME! hahas. joking joking. if you dont want or have to go home early just leave alright? i can go home myself. I AM A BIG GIRL! hahas.

THANK YOU for making today such a wonderful day. i totally enjoyed myself. i totally love going out with IVAN TAN! when is the next DATE? hahas. waiting! ( :

GIRLFRIENDS now its our date. WHEN?

oh man! its so tiring! erm i mean saturday. yesterday! hahas. its sunday already. watching tv.

talking about saturday
woke up late today. about 10. mummy bought big breakfast for me. i paid for it! shhe doesnt have money. so i paid. its okay. did a bit of bio. i thinklike one chapt. i started late anyway. so i finish at one. check out on the hamsters. and found out that i need to change the woodshavings. so i did. mum helped out a little. hamsters were behaving very good. they didnt give me alot of trouble. except one. too scared of me! hahas. but its okay. cleaned up all the four cages within 3 hours. clean up the place till about 4 plus plus and its my turn to bathe! hahas. watched a bit of tv and went out again. walked round. dont know where la. daddy brought us. oh yeah! i didnt have lunch. i told mummy i could actually eat a cow. she laughed. me too! hahas. went to meet brother and went for dinner at TAOS restaurant. I LIKE THE PLACE. the waiter is super funny. he thought i was scared of him. i was talking very softly. hahas. i didnt really like talking to strangers. yup. when it comes to the desert. i finished mine. cos mine was just three little pieces of chocs. brother asked if could have more green tea ice cream. and the same waiter came back. so we asked. he asked me to smile den he will give me. he even gave me a big meal just now. how nice. den brother said. next time come here just smile and den will have free ice cream. i just gave him a sarcastic look. lol. after that. went to shop for groceries. and came home. did one more chapter of biology. and now i am here blogging.

i want to watch tv! hahas

TOODLES! <3

GOING CHURCH TML(sunday)! byeee!

I AM SMALL GAS!! ( :

actually not in a good mood to blog. but i will just write something here.

though today was a holiday. i stayed at home doing bio again for the upcoming paper 1. its real tiring cos i have to do 6 chapters today. consist of 241 questions! that a lot. i have to continue tml. sigh.

wanted to go nette's house tml. but i guess i cant. mum didnt allow. wanted to sneak out. he didnt allow. so okay. i shall stay home. and rot till methane gas is given out. why am i talking chemistry here? dont bother. lol.

everything is changing. so i guess everyone is changing too. den i have to adapt to it. and soon or later. i will get used to it. its takes time.

i think i will stop here. like i said. not in the mood to blog right now. i think i will be better tml. yep. and tml is friday! weekends are coming.

talking on the phone. so its best not to blog! ( :

TOODLES! ( :

its been a long time since i last blogged! its like for years i didnt blogged! OMGOSH! the last post is like actually last year december `06. and now its already novernber `07. this is telling me something! CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND THE NEW YEAR IS GOING TO START!

O 'S are coming to an end. just one last paper. which is bio paper one. i have to do well for it to save my paper 2 and 3. yep. just perservere on. and with a blink of an eye its going to be over.and i can celebrate! ( :

GOD will see me through ths exam. i know He has been there for me during all my papers. He was like sitting beside me telling me all the answers! hahas. i really want to thank Him for being there for me when i was in need. but He made remember all my stuff. not all. but some. and thats good!

i think i will stop right now. COS SOMEONE WANTS ME TO TALK ON THE PHONE! hahas.

TOODLES! <3