TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! YAY! HAHAS! i went out to watch movie with friends! MI3! rawks man! sertain parts were scary! i screamed la! opps. sorry! hahas. i had to use the popcorn box to cover my face. too scared liao la. hahas. but the show is really RAWKING COOL! hahas. i wanna watch it again! i don care! hahas.

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went swimming with friends and i got BURNT! again! hahas. cool hur! hahas. so fun piggy back in the water. sit on shoulder too! so fun! i wanna do it again! hahas. real fun man! hahas

nothing to blog.
bye! :)

SHEESH! i said the wrong thing again! ME AND MY STUPID BIG MOUTH LA!sigh! he will be like thinking that i dont care about him. SIGH! why must i exactly say that? WHY? I DONT WANT THINGS TO GO THE WRONG WAY AGAIN! what am i going to do? i know it was my fault saying that la. but its like. TRUE. i dont want to talk to someone when they are in a bad mood. SIGH!

SHEESH! CANT FIND MY GOGGLES! THEY ARE LIKE MY FAVOURATE GOGGLES LA! T.T I WANT THEM BACK! WHERE ARE YOU GOGGLES?!

I TOTALLY HATE HER! YES I DO! to the core! GO AWAY!! COS I HATE YOU!!

EVERYTHINGS BACK TO NORMAL! thats like a week ago. havent been updating this blog. vut have been updating the other blog. hah! everything which has happened will be in the other blog. so yeah, want to know go see that blog and you can find out everything! BUT before you could close that window. you have got to tag that blog! and I DON CARE! hahas.

MY SKIN IS PEELING LIKE SIAO! SO ITCHY LA! eeek! dont care liao la! peel then peel lor. who bothers! hahas.
YULIAN came to my house to do project! chinese project. she make me wait at the mrt station for like 45 minutes. when i saw her, she told me she walked round the whole mrt station looking for CHEERS. i was like -__- erm okay~ den when we get back home. the connection was low. so we decided to have lunch first and left the computer on to get the thing connected. we ate for 1 hour at macs. cos there was nothing else to eat. hahas. my mother said she restart the whole computer for us. and the connection was good. so we continue to do work. we finish everything at 3 plus like that. we were like so fast ah! hahas. den we went downstairs to play and after like 4 5 minutes we went up cos got nothing to do . den i told yulian go home and watch vcd lor. den like that lor. we watch wang zi bian qing wa! hahas. den at 6 she had to go home le. she treat me chocolate. just wanted me to wait with her for the bus to come! LOL!

i want things to get back to normal.
when will it be?
i really really want things to get back to normal.
please. pretty please.
i dont want to have anymore cold war whatsoever.
everything the same like the last time.
when will it be.
i just when everything to be just like las time.
i really really want it back!
please.sigh! :(

just came back from OBS. kinda fun la. first day was like "I WANT TO GO HOME! I WANT TO GO HOME." cos there got LOADSmosquito! and i got many bites la. SAND FLIES! eeeek! then today was the last day i was like " I DONT WANT TO GO HOME! I DONT WANT TO GO HOME! " total insane la. i was like do i want to go home of they there. but i rather go home la. got my bed. sleeping in tents not that bad is just the tree branches are in the way. SO HARD TO SLEEP LA! every hour is like i have to wake up just to turn my body, stupid la.

I LOVE MY GROUP MAN! NILA UTAMA! aka WILD BOAR GANG! had so fun with everyone. our group have lots of teamwork la. i am not being thick skin hor. its the truth! MY GROUP TOTALLY RAWKS! but sometimes i get SUCKED UP with some people. who does not know to think. so marilene and i were gossipping la. i know it was bad la. but i cant help it right.

everything was okay la in OBS. its just that i cried twice. i nearly cried in front of annette cos i told annette every thing. and i cried in front of the boys in my group. because of something. brendan was like " go talk to him la! " i was like " why? i talk to him nicely. then like that la." i was very pissed already la. too many things too handle. i have to handle my relationship with him and the troubles having at home. and i have to face with that DAMN truth. why must it be like that. why cant every thing be just so normal. i just tried forgetting everything during the camp. I TRIED. but i couldnt. everything, every trouble was still in my mind. i just cant get them off my mind. and with that stupid high element thing. i cried again for no reason. cos my hand was very painful. using my arm muscle, practically every muscle la. just to get marilene up the high element thing. i really want to finish the obstacle. so she had to keep on going cos she knows i want to finish it.

one last thing! I AM SO BURNED! bleah! x)
and i miss him too. real badly.
i really want things to get back to normal