Saturday 14 May 2005
wad an empty day> 2:21:00 pm.
wad the...?! wad can i say here? theres like nothing to say here la. i thought this whole week i would be very happy. but not today. wrote messages in my hp let them read. they comforted me. wads the use la. wad to do someone tell me!!!
hey!i am sorry if i made you angry kaez? i dunno whether you angry or not. i ask your god sis to call you whether you ok or not cos i really need her help. i cant call cos my parents will ask me who i calling. and i dunno wad to say. you wont at home thats wad she told me. i was wondering where would you go in the night. your godsis say that your mother pick up the phone and say you not around.
you know wad? i am now missing all those days that we spend the time together. jus the two of us. is was so damn fun la. you had fun too rite? hope you did. those days were my best memories with you only and no one else. also last year in the auditorium. when primary school having talent time. outside my classroom. this year at the bus stop!!! i love that part. it was really fun at the bus stop. waited with you for the bus. you know why i don wan you to go off so early? i wan you to keep me company and spend those few minutes with you and so it will always be on my mind. and it always does. and it will stay in my mind forever.
but today was like nothing to me. walk to the jumbo bus stop all alone. no one to talk to. no wan to play with. sat at the bus stop at jumbo there. all those memories came to my mind straight away when i sat down. in the bus the same thing. things happen in the bus. wad i have done with you in the bus. it jus came into my mind. so suddenly. i nearly cried in the bus but i held my tears back. agagin nearly cired when doing my studis cant really concentrate on my studies.
you! always on my mind and it wont leave my mind at all! and it wont forever! i can jus tell you that it feels very empty today!!!!
always remember that i will always love you deep down in my heart. :'))
