leaving soon. i dont really know how i am feeling now.
excited or just had a feeling of not going anymore? both?
i dont know, but i have been waiting for this day for quite long.
i really wanted to runaway from things. or rather ITS A NEED.
it seems i really needed it. but i not sure if it will help just for a week.
i need a month! maybe a year. sigh. i just need it. ):

thinking everything was going to be perfect, but i was wrong.
i was just being too naive. and nothing's going to change it. ITS ME! ):

all this time, i thought it was gone. thinking i have gotten over it.
but why, why do i feel the pain again? all over again. it hurts. ):

boy, i so going to miss you. ):