it sinks in too fast, uncontrollably.
but when it reaches its ending point, things cant revert back.
its hard to forget, its hard to move on.
if only, i didnt fall in love, everything should be fine.
i wouldnt even be scared to fall back in love.
because of you, i felt so so scared and its the first time i felt it.
i totally lost faith and trust in love, thinking i wouldnt be loved again.

when things change, can things change back to what it is before?
if only i was living in fantasy, maybe magic would help.
but this is reality, FACE IT. thats the only way.
how am i going to face it, when i am already so weak inside?

God, i need strength.