"I promise, I wont break your heart."

Well, look at the phrase above. Do you think all guys just plainly say that for the fun of it? Do all of them mean what they say? As much as i want to trust them, they are just words, until you prove it to me.

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somehow, when they promise, they will break it, one day.
sometimes, they promise for the wrong things. and in the end, they have to break it.
and there goes, they break your heart.

no matter how hard i try to get the relationship, i know, its of no point.
though, i lost trust, hope and faith in love,but just let me try once more.
i will just do whatever i can. please?

i trust you so much, thats 'cos i love you.
you said you will bring me to whatever food i wanted and food that i never ate before.
but i guess now, i wont have a chance anymore.

that would be the first and last time i spend valentines day with you.
that would be the first and last time i spend birthdays together with you.
and there wont be the first time that i will spend christmas and new year with you.
thats how sad when everything ends and when i didnt spend enough time with you.

sometimes, i actually regret not dropping to NA or retaking my O's.

boy, i miss you so.