We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other
{lyrics by Backstreet Boys - Something That I Already Know}

i know those word are true, through the things i am going through.
but the point is if i love him that much, how could i ever going to let it go?
stupid dramas will say "if you love that someone, you have to let the person"
thats 'cos that person dont even love you, so you, of course have to let the person go.

Here I stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours
{Lyrics by Planetshakers - I'm Forever Yours}

though i am not part of you anymore, i am still HIS
i am still HIS right from the beginning.

The trouble is I can't get herHIM out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she'sHE'S gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of herHIM memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is
{lyrics by Backstreet Boys - Trouble is}

maybe you would have stop reading.
i dont know, cos you wouldnt tag anymore.
still, i am going tell you this
i still LOVE you. okay?

MAMA, I WANT TO HAVE SMALL GATHERING AT OUR PLACE!
can i please please invite 7 dwarfs, ahem with friends, churchies??
{ahem refers to HANDSOME!}