told you! holidays are just going to get boring and MORE BORING!
reminder > its a long holiday! TILL 12 OCT.
can you believe it? sigh ):

at least is good!
i could catch with my beauty sleep, and dramas, catch up with dwarfs.
how i wish i could see him during his hols?! ROAR! ): ): ): sigh
I DONT HAVE TO GO SCHOOL! cos i hate school so much to the extend that i really want to drop out of school! SCHOOL SUCKS SCHOOL SUCKS SCHOOL SUCKS! ): ): ):

brother left for some wierd camp.
peace and quiet. FINALLY!
puh-lease, i wanted him out of the house like long ago.
stupid pest. he just making me go crazy at home.
just find him super irritating la!
he instills me with names like, useless, stupid etc etc.
yeah la, BIG BROTHER. i am useless and stupid can?
worse, he calls me in public! SADDENING. i wanted to cry lah!
sigh, is he even my brother?!

he is so much like mum.
who discourages me at things.
cant really take it though.
but I CANT DO ANYTHING!
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TEACHERS DAY IN FMSS TODAY!
wanted to enter the hall, but was a little to scary with eyes staring at you.
thousands of them! scary. went in only during the ending part. is like "whats the point?"

went to nette's place after visiting the teachers. correction TEACHER without an"S" thats cos we only see mr ganesan. OUR BELOVED!

i just went there to eat and sleep and watch a little of teevee and movie.
i was just way to tired.
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talked to ninja tutle online.
he asked me if i am going for chalet. ANOTHER PERSON!
please, people. just stop asking me this question!
I DONT KNOW WHETHER I AM GOING!
FINALLE! just very indecisive okay?
if i dont go, i wont ask back for the money.
just take it that i sponsor you guys okay?
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last night, i cried, cried real hard ): its seems like a long time since i last cried.
been thinking alot, with no conclusion! ): thats bad.
nah, just thinking of all the memories.
how sweet, how lovely. that leads to no conclusion to anything.
just hugged tigger so tightly. and i wish i could hug you just as tight too.

somehow, its seems like you are avoiding me.
or is it me who is not understanding enough? ):
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i just cant wait to fly off. i just need to get away, or rather, I WANT TO RUN AWAY.
but just why cant we fly off earlier? longer break. I NEED IT.

i rather fly away and stay there forever.
whats the point of staying here when nothing is left here for me to look forward to?
even if there is(navi), whats the point?

nobody knows where i will be flying to.
nobody will bother about where i am going to fly to.
if those who know, please dont say anything out.
i dont want anybody to say that i am a rich kid.
cos i am not!

NO ONE WILL EVER BOTHER! ):

i need beer, i need to drink, i need to get drunk.
{aint the first time drinking beer anyway}
or sake will be better.

boy, all i need is YOU!