HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRFIELD! (:
just so amazing. FAIRFIELD IS 120 YEARS OLD.
can you believe it? i dont think other schools like FMSS would be that old besides MGS. i think MG is much older than FMSS. or the other way. i dont know. but the main point is FMSS for now. MY LOVE, MY HOME, MY LIFE.
whenever i step in to Fairfield, it brings back alot of memories. from primary school all the way to secondary school. i couldnt actually believe that so many things has changed so much over the past 10 years. God has really bless the school so much. that maybe none of us have ever noticed. all we did was complain and complain. but now, i knew God was actually moving in the lives of those in Fairfield and also in Fairfield itself. cos God has really changed my life alot after going through daily devotions and chapel services every tuesday, for 4 years.(not adding primary school, i was still a little toot) and adding, the CCA i was in, which i dreaded for about 2 years. now, i really kinda miss those. especially the way Ms Lim talks and encourages us and motivates us to aim higher with God's word. its really encouraging. she can be fierce but she can be friendly at times. th way she speaks just touches my heart so much that i took every single word seriously (though now i forgot everything she said) funny eh?
i still think Fairfield is one school which is totally different from other school. so unique that, other schools dont have the uniqueness we have here in Fairfield. it seems like we are one big family. we seem to know everyone in school. seniors knowing the juniors and the juniors knowing the seniors. we interact in such a way that is totally different. thats cos we place God in every conversation, every trouble, every problems we had. We always place God first in our lives. cos we all know God will provide for all our needs. no matter what, we all have each other and God to lean on.
for me, i actually thought of not moving on to FMSS thats cos i feel like i wanted to be in a different environment, meeting different kind of people around. but still, its God's plan to place me back in Fairfield. if i didnt had a place in Fairfield, i wouldnt have met the SQUIRTS then moving on to the DWARFS, which consist of the squirts and three others who we always hang out together. and i wouldnt have met the guy, who i could also share everything in life. though some of us met each other in primary school, moving up to the same secondary school together, we alll had changed. from kiddies to maybe bigger kiddies. but we all had so much fun together. doing funny things together. screaming and shouting together like a bunch of monkeys. at times, we do quarrel. cry over small things together. making a big fuss. angry over small things, we still made up to each other. either through calls or sms-es. when we cry, we had one another lean on. being alone, isnt that great. who could you share troubles with? NO ONE.
DWARFS: we stuck together for 3 years. and i am still counting. sharing God's word, sharing our troubles and problems and even joy. nothing could actually take anyone of us away. through God, i think we will always be the dwarfs till death do us apart.
HIM: we stuck together for 4 years. sharing every single problems and troubles we had. but now, sadly we are through. if we are still friends, i will continue to count the years that we can be friends. cos i actually didnt want to say bye bye to that relationship. of course, i still love you. but, only you have the right to say if you want it back or not.
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having able to meet 4A at the dinner last night was awesome. every single programme was just undescribable. planned so perfectly. i actually enjoyed myself. though starting was not so. crying over things which i shouldnt be crying about. but after that, i knew, i had to stop. i should not ruin my day at all. but my eyes were tired after crying. SY was there, she knew what i was going through after telling her what happened. THANKS SIEWYI! SW was there too, he knew everything. i told him why cried. he knew i was in pain. he just put his round my shoulders to give me comfort. THANKS SHENGWEI, once my patient, now my councellor. and for spencer, thanks for talking to me about it, though i really dont know where you found out from. the point is, at least you cared for a friend, me. what you said, i dont know if its true. but i guess i have to believe. since you said you talked to him. THANKS ALOT SPENCER!
my class guys are really funny though. i was talking to spencer and suddenly one big bunch of guys came over to hear. but i cant let others hear about it, so i just push spencer away, but still they were following. funny eh?
DORCAS WILL STILL JUMP FOR FAIRFIELD FOR AS LONG AS SHE LIVE!
I LOVE YOU FAIRFIELD!
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the handsome guy in blue striped shirt, black skinnies and white converse shoe!
I STILL LOVE YOU! ):
