been out today. with mum. with that teacher, i mean photography teacher.
actually wasnt in a mood to go out at all. but, sigh. ):

walked all the way from home to westmall to meet mum for lunch.
SUPER HOT CAN! ): wanted to take a bus instead of walking. but stupid 173 wont come at all.
so i JUST WALK THERE! i was late la! very late.

ate subway. COOKIES ARE LOVE. chocolate chips.

trained down to cityhall. AND AGAIN, WALK! to esplanade to merlion area.
my legs were giving way la. lazy to walk, thats all. sigh. ):

went up to the roof esplanade. then we headed off to Singapore Flyer. and again WALK!
please, i was half dead. the sun is making my eyes close. my legs are breaking off. TIRED!

Singapore Flyer was kinda cool. i told mum that i will sit on it 3 years later.
WHEN ALL THE CRANES ARE GONE. better view of Singapore.
now with all the cranes, what do you see? CRANES! and MORE CRANES.

bused home after that. wanted to take train 'cos of train concession.
mama being a lazy mum, dont want to walk back to cityhall to take train. ):

got my beauty sleep in the bus. YAY! finally.
woke up and saw the sky was awfully black! and i know its going to pour soon.
legs were super soft, i cant even walk properly.
I BUMPED INTO MUM. and i wanted to roll down the staircase!

went to vcd rental shop. and i rented ISWAK2.
since its hols and exams are over, I CAN WATCH NOW! yay.
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talked to wk online.
he wants me to go for chalet so badly!
for what? BULLY ME! -__-

but the point is,
if i cant click well with the rest of them, why go?
if i go, will i enjoy?
i dont think i will enjoy at all. all i will do is, EMO! ):
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i just wish to see you, badly.
those eyes, that smile.

now, talking to him, is like talking to 4 big walls.
he wouldnt reply me. sms-ed halfway, he wont reply anymore.
am i a person that you hate so much to the extend of not talking to me, at all?
if i am, please, just tell. i know it will hurt, but just tell me.

questions left unanswered.
you left me, being so naive.
you left me, allowing me to ask for more.
you left me, being alone.

if only things could turn back to way things were before, wouldnt it be better? sigh.
all you would say is just a "SORRY", but will it ever heal the heart?

you closed the door already, what have i to do?
i want to close that door too, but can i do it?
the point is, i dont want to.

i know i am a idiot at this, but i really want to give it one more try.
i will wait. even if its painful.

i love you still, deep down. i wont use the word "forever", a word just too big for now.
but seriously, i mean it!

i want to walk that Southern Ridges and sit on the Singapore Flyer with YOU!
every time i look at it, that dream just shatters right in front of my eyes.
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boring week ahead. i want to go out. CAN SOMEONE GO OUT WITH ME?