now, lost. STONING ALL THE TIME. i feel so helpless. for now, i really do.
i want to hate you but i cant. 'cos i still love you i want to trust you even more. but are you letting me do it? but, i still love you.
i want to know what is going on with in your life. but i know you wont tell me anything. who am i to you? maybe a nobody what you do, who you hang out with i dont know but i will have my ways on finding out. good or bad, i dont know. but still, i want to be that girl in your life. to change you, change you to be better. bring you much closer to God.