i ever thought of it. sometimes. not always. scared of heights. yeah. if i were to stand on that tallest building. i will scream and cry. seriously. i know God will pull me away. life still has to goes on no matter what circumstances. what i am going through now, is my greastest challenge. and i some how or rather have to face it and complete every single obstacle which was created far long ago by God himself. i guess he knows, i was going the wrong direction . but he pulled me out of that relationship which i didnt want it to end.
its hard to forget everything. but really, i dont want to forget you. thats cos, you left memories in me that was just memorable. its just too painful, to forget you. ):
4 years. its been 4 years. and its time to let go. its your choice. i have to follow your decision. what have i do? even if i still cling on to you. you and i know nothing will go on.
but you chose a good timing to let it. concentrate on your studies was so much more important now than me. prelims and o's are coming ahead. its time you work hard.
i could actually remember all the dates. can you?
one year two months and twentysix days, since we last got together gosh i actually counted. now its over.
4 years i have known you(ps) 4 years we were more than friends(ss) will this eight years continue? being friends? very good friend?
that few hours of waiting at mrt station and below your house was really worth. cos it was just so quiet, all the memories we had flow back. esp below your house. time was mostly spend there. ):
mum, i am so sorry. making cry and so on. making you worry for 4 years. 4 YEARS. i know its been hard for you. i was such a great sinner in God's eyes. but still, you talked the sense out of me. whether to do it my way, or his way. but i have already decided, to follow God's way. you prayed hard for me. and if i repent now, God will forgive. i know that. God will help me out through the phase of letting it go.
