100708thursday school was just so normal nowadays. just thursday are the most tiring day among the rest of the days. yes, its till 6pm. how bad. lectures and tutorials are getting a bore. i have been sleeping in class and maybe day dreaming. now, i really couldnt be bothered about school. thought test and exams are important, i know i have to do well. if not, there goes. i have to repeat year 1 again. and i dont really want to spend 4 years in poly. its so much like secondary school life. i rather spend another 4 years in fmss then in poly now. sucks man. if i did any better, i would have gone to SP doing my creative media. but, in this course, i love the multimedia part but so not loving the infocomm part.
didnt really end the day well. after hearing my java results, i couldnt take it anymore. i knew i would get that kind of marks. please, i dont understand java. skipped training, because i am bleeding profusely. its worse than other months can. i think its because of the things i am going through now. its really painful. both the stomach and the heart. trained home with the others. it started raining when i was just about to reach home. how lucky i was was that, i had shelter all the way home. the thing is its a super long long way. but to keep dry, i have to walk the long way. at least i would be able to take time to take a deep breathe to smell the rain. its long since i smell the rain. i miss it. and its just so so nice to sleep at that kind of time. in my comfy bed, under my warm blanket. maybe with tigger around? (i miss you) how lovely.
mum was shocked when she found out i didnt go training. tsk. she knows and she expects me to sit there and stare at them train when connie isnt going? no no no, mum.
110708friday one month ago was his birthday
as usual school again. math tutorial was just such a bore. i just felt like sleeping! ): then, was dmd. heard there was practical test next week. i so going to flung it la. i cant do flash, for goodness sake la. even though its open book, i still cant make it. it was practice, but i just couldnt do it. i practical slack the whole 2 hours. how smart la.
lunch was rather okay. i ate! (you can relax) she and i talked about things. private stuff. things that really annoy us. but still, we are all friends. sry, i really want forgiveness. i was misunderstood. but we tried talking things out, but it got worse. so we didnt bother. i said a little prayer for her and for myself. cos what i said was really unpleasant to His ears. so i really had to repent and ask for forgiveness. God, i really hope you will continue to heal her heart and change her thinking.
after school, headed her gb with pau. i nearly fell, and valentia was laughing at me la. though she didnt see what happen. but i told her. then she started laughing like no one's business. ): she keep asking me to rewind the scene when i cant even do what i did la. how to rewind?! we spend the time in LT. then ms ong pass us the list for the handover. shall no reveal anything. but i didnt really make any suggestions. cos, i dont know anything! soon, was dismissal.
met nette for chapelthon. glad to attend it. if not, things wouldnt get any better. i cried, real hard. but both nette and yulian was there. i hugged yulian really real long. cos i really felt like crying all out. nette and yulian has been there this few weeks after that has happen. thanks alot man!
went home after that. bused with nette and yulian to dover station. met norman. then we three trained to jurong east. then the two of them left me. and they went dating. :x roar. nette left me for him. ): he sms-ed me. of course i replied. then suddelnly never already. ):
120708today home whole day. woke up at 11. what a pig. tried doing work. but not good enough.
BORING! JUST PLAIN BORING!
dad came home from work and we went out for dinner. went vivo city to get shoes for my presentation. formal wear. and brother got his wallet. went to starbucks to have a break and soon came home to settle the shoe stuff.
now blogging and watching teevee. mum cant find the black shawl from nepal! how sad. finding it tml morning. so i can wear to church tml.
i miss you, still {/edit} nette's blog has all the photos. from vivo city to funfair and that one picture from chapelthon.
NETTE SEND ME SOON! and continue sending the zoo pics can?
