020708wednesday met up with nette after school. we deicided to go vivo instead of dailyscoop and island creamery. because i ate it the day before. we talked. and i saw that wallet i wanted. but super ex. but still i want it! we went to superdog to have lunch. then we headed upstairs to walk around. 37degrees it was. wallets and pencil boxes are so nice. i want them all. nette say we shall come back next week. we went to children's playground. took photos. didnt actually wanted to. but nette made me smile. thanks to the playground. i had two blue black on the sides of my thighs. and of course, i fell! nette had to meet norman. gosh,norman again! :x so both of us left vivo and went our own ways. tsk.
nette say:
"IN ORDER TO MAKE A CHANGE IN YOUR BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS, CHANGE MUST FIRST START IN YOUR HEART"
030708thursday school was horrendous! starting was java. and was two hours. it will never ever make my day. worse, i am in a horrible mood. but it turn out to be only about 30 to 45mins. because, lecturer walked out of the class. we were to noisy. and he hasnt finish teaching! anyway i wont understand java. he wont teach that topic again!
i burst out crying after that. and i had to push louis away to get out of the lecture theatre as soon as tears pour out. sorry man! so i just stand outside and just started crying. the girls came and comfort me. they told me their stories. telling me what to. the guys came over to comfort too. they tried making me smile. but i just couldnt. i tried. i was alright after that.
had maths lecture and soon was 2 hour lunch break. went out to eat. we walked to jubilee shopping centre that area to eat and walked back too. weather was super hot! then it was 4 hours of tutorial. database and java. how boring. worse,i was alone.
as the hours pass,it ended! and i headed to sports complex for training. met with connie first. i saw long hair specky guy and i gave him i fright. he asked me twice what course am i in. wierdo. SAME COURSE! went to get change. but dear connie didnt. there, her turn. boyfriend. tsk. she doesnt have the mood. and me feeling so unwell. i couldnt swim either. and we saw 'year7' guy outside. we couldnt decide whether to go. so we went to sports hall. and sit and stare. den we decided to go home. cos her boyfriend seems to threatening her. and i tell hers is super wierd. so contridicting! called mama. to tell her i not going training. so we all went home. talked at the train platform. cos she didnt want to go home. so we talked about what was going within us and just give advices to each other. soon we had to part. ):
came home and watch teevee. weekiat wish to see my hamster. -__- (my hamster face.)
040708today school. maths tutorial started the day just nice. not too bad. sad for my math grade! horrendous. weekiat came and sit with me. and was jealous about my grades. :x its just as bad can! then was dmd. was really alone! and dmd was a little difficult at the ending. i think i would be able to complete by next week. hope i can.
break. had lunch. super hungry.
COS was quite a bore. did tutorial worksheet. joethy and i found a way to get the answers but not write out. is to just put the chapter and pg no. isnt it easier? how smart! then we went exploring internet and sleeping. den was home home home. came home alone of course.
God, please tell me if this was meant to be a challenge. good points, >I STILL HAVE TO MOVE ON! >laugh and i will be able to forget my sorrows. i will continue to pray for God's guidance.
THANK YOU YULIAN FOR THAT PRAYER YOU WROTE FOR ME IN THE POSTCARD
