Thursday, 22 May 2008
> 9:10:00 pm.
beautiful colours all around me. purple pink blue green and others. for now i see grey. grass are grey. trees are grey. my purple has gone grey. i wish tml and every next day would be colourful.
i dont know what to. i regretted asking that question. "can we meet tml?" 3 weeks! ITS BEEN 3 WEEKS! we havent met. hardly hearing each other. not even holding a finger.
NOW, i feel like i am out of his life. his friends seems more important. one day was out with his friends, another day was sick(cant help it), another day was something he has to do, den tml "SRY,i am going out with my friends." its like what the hell! WHAT ABOUT ME?!
i am no longer important. i rather not ask any more things from him.
I MISS MY PAMPERED LIFE! now, i had to depend on myself. but i know God will be there for me though he wont be.
GIRLFRIEND, i miss you! ):
