i really wish i had one really close friend to be with me. in the same poly. in the same course. in the same class.
sometimes i feeel so out of place in class. it really dont have anyone to talk to about sadness. dont have anyone to push me how God is so amazing doing kind of stuff.
sop nette and yulian has been teaching me alot.
and now everything just stops right there.
no one to teach me anything anymore.
i have to go through it myself.
teaching by myself cos there isnt anyone to rely on anymore.

I JUST DONT FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE!