every time i look at that small boy. being so cute. i just dont know whether i should i feel happy or sad.
happy because he is just so so so cute that i would want to pinch his cheeks and give him one big hug that everyone loves you from the bottom of their hearts. he is just so adorable!
sad because when i look at him, his character just makes me want to cry. i wonder why that small kid has to be like that. making his parents spending most of their time helping him through everything in life.
i asked myself. does God wants him to be special? or its just fate? but i think i got the answer my own question. God makes him the special one to be in his family. and i think he deserves it too. and i envy him that he has one great family with a sister and brother. who are so active! they should get along well. have two wonderful parents. its just so so so great! and now, everyone is starting to love him though he is authistic. even that BIG GUY UP ABOVE! and even me!
thank you, GOD. for making that wonderful boy live till now. and i know he is sure going to grow up being so handsome and will be pleased with what God had done to him.

yesterday, i had this wierd dream. i dont know how this come out of my mind. its really wierd. i cant be so detailed cos i forgot some parts!
there is this gal met a guy in korea. she cant speak korean and met this guy who could speak english. she was happy that she has someone who could communicate with. she found out that this guy acted in some korea show. they started hanging out and soon they fell in love. and also that gal stay in his house with his family. and i think they told the whole family. the couple would always go out and visit the other parts of korea. something like that. and the rest i forgot. the only thing is that when i woke up i remembered both of them were like kissing?! i was like huh?!
wierd dream hur?! hahas. dont ask me why i had this dream. I DONT KNOW!