Tuesday, 19 February 2008
> 8:11:00 pm.
as i enter into new school this year, everything would start to change. wehther for the better or for the worse. i dont know. its seems that i am in a total different school from the rest. some went to ngee ann, others went to singapore poly. and me? nanyang. i think no one is going there besides me. no one is going to the same course as me. sigh.
i am not too sure if i would keep in contact with the dwarfs. cos i am in a total far away school. would they even know if i existed when we part? but i know i will always remember them. will they even include me when we have dwarfs outing? i am starting to feel out of place, starting to doubt. sigh. what am i to do? will i be able to cope being alone in nyp?
i just hope sweets could do well in his O's. maybe getting into nyp. but it depends where his wants. i cant really ask him to go nyp just because of me. i bet he wont be happy there. see what he wants and where he wants to go. am i asking too much if i really want him to go nyp? sigh.
i so so so miss him. but he is not replying my msg online. since his phone got ____, i dont know how am i going to survive without talking to him through sms and calls. i bet every night would crying night. cos i miss him so badly that i would start to cry. sigh.
&pray that a miracle could happen.
