went to school for nothing. school cancelled biology enrichment. so i stayed in school. FOR NOTHING. that was in school. stay in school for a long long time. he said he wanted to send me home. so okay lor. he went to eat with his friends at west coast. so i waited for him. oh man! he take so long to eat. hahas. nvm la. at least i could wait for him.

went to clementi to wait for him. he top up his card. went to take a bus. i said he saw ex fairsian and i found a seat and wanted to seat. but he wanted to stand so i stand with him lor. like that! walked to my house. i just walked into the lift. and he walked away. my fault anyway.

I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM I HURT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh i know that I HURT HIM! :(
now i know that i hurt him TONS and TONS! :(
asking myself. why do i have to hurt him? WHY?!
THIS! i wont ever going to forgive myself for hurting him so much!
THAT MUCH THAT COULD NOT BE

MEASURED!
sigh!when will ever stop hurting him! he will go "used to it"
when will it stop!! :(